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[junipersky]

Right now I have more money than I'll probably ever have. Financially I have absolutely everything I need and more. I have a wonderful husband who really honest to goodness cares. I have a community that wants me to succeed. I want for nothing. I have a hobby I love. I have nothing to complain about. My family is doing really well.  I just had a 5-day weekend.  I'm basically caught up on grading.  I have excellent relationships with my co workers.  I'm competent and doing well for myself in every single aspect.  My church leaders respect my opinion and want to give me chances to serve and help in the church more.  The kids in my class are doing much better than could ever be expected.  Christmas is just around the corner.  I was able to give my husband the one thing he really, really, really wanted for his Birthday.  He even has a job that pays as well/possibly better with bonuses than mine does.  We're moving to a larger place soon.  There is literally NOTHING wrong in my life right now.

But I can't stop crying. What the fuck is wrong with me?