You know what helps me be happy... well, maybe not happy, but satisfied? That the lowest score I think I can expect this semester is a B+, and all my other classes (sans one) I managed an A in. If that B+ stays away (because I rocked my final hopefully- but very little hope actually exists), then I'll have gotten an A or A- in all of my professional courses since I started the program. (okay, so Human Development bit me in the butt because of the papers, and I got sick in the middle of InBio). Anyway... It makes me happy that I can pull those grades.
Also, it makes me happy that I'll graduate before Josh, even if it is by a month and that we'll have at least the same GPA. I love him, and am glad he's getting his education done, but... I've worked harder! His college has been part-time for the most part so he has never had to carry the workload that I have had to. It kinda provides vindication for me. Why? Because Josh has always been smarter then me. The only thing I had was the motivation. It's always a bummer to see motivation lose to genuis. But I feel validated.
So maybe happy isn't the right word at all, we'll go with satisfied. And... yeah, now that I read this I realize that this really shows me in a bad light. x.x Sorry luvs.
Also, it makes me happy that I'll graduate before Josh, even if it is by a month and that we'll have at least the same GPA. I love him, and am glad he's getting his education done, but... I've worked harder! His college has been part-time for the most part so he has never had to carry the workload that I have had to. It kinda provides vindication for me. Why? Because Josh has always been smarter then me. The only thing I had was the motivation. It's always a bummer to see motivation lose to genuis. But I feel validated.
So maybe happy isn't the right word at all, we'll go with satisfied. And... yeah, now that I read this I realize that this really shows me in a bad light. x.x Sorry luvs.
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