Adventures in Living

So, fun fact I just realized.

Caffeine = lower appetite. Stomach hurts: Yes Ability to eat food to alleviate it: no.


Also, anxiety sucks. A lot.

My periods have been getting progressivly worse over the last year or so. Yesterday I realized that I had exceeded the amount of Ibuprofen allowed in a 24 hour period by taking it every 4 hours. So, instead of pushing it more I left off once I realized I'd gone over. Which left me in a LOT of pain for a long long time. When morning came around I finally took some more. Around 11 I finally was able to get out of bed.

So. Rather than cancel the appointment I had with the OBGYN 'cuz my period started, I'm going to go and ask questions. That much pain just isn't normal.

I'll make an appointment for other stuff another day.

Hope is a strange thing. It's easy to build up and easy to dash again. But sometimes, no matter how convincing the evidence is against that hope the seed lives on.

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The RNG smiled upon me today! CryFace Imp, Crystal Nocture, and just a three Gen nocturne. Not the prettiest of colors, I had hoped that green wouldn't come out as strong as it did. But the AH prices seem awesome so let's see if I can sell for those insane amount of gems. If I do I'll totally make back a majority of what I paid /on/ my crystal/facet genes.

Also, freaking COLD. Geeze.

.... the things I'll do to keep an RP going...

Client dies. Open client on phone. Write pose in g'docs. Copy g'doc pose over into Memo pad. Replace all ' and "s with not-smart-marks. Copy into client. I'd only do this for a Ha'ze RP though.

Ahahaha.... and I'm back to a size 0 pant. :/

And then there are times you just start crying and can't stop. No reason really. Just tears.

Oh WOW. I thought I was just a wimp, but this is a real thing.

http://www.webmd.com/allergies/features/oral-allergy-syndrome-foods

I miss fresh fruits and veggies, but the itch from them is SO BAD now that I can't eat more than a few bites before it just HURTS.

I think I'm going to actually see an allergist now that I know it could develop into something worse then just an itchy mouth. Falling down in anaphylaxis is NOT on my to-do list.

Ahhh, realization.

M-player bugs me because her RP is utterly /exclusive/ and not at all inclusive. People can play the plots they want with the people they want, but when it hijacks the area and makes people feel unwanted.... that isn't okay.

I've been fighting discomfort on HT for a while.

But I'm taking a stand. Yesterday Bailey paged me with "N'TAEL WEYRLEADER 2014!" And I started thinking about it. Threw it across a few other people and got a resounding YES from most of them. Only one 'no' for a legit reason, N'tael's really not old enough.

Today Zeyta popped on and I went "Hey, I put N'tael up for WL." To which she replied "HA! I was just paging you to nudge you about that!"

So. I still think F'dan is going to win.

But... I think I have a solid number of people who would vote for me... and it feels right. I'll miss Southern with N'tael like CRAZY but...

Man, think about how much fun N'tael could bring if he became WL?

But I've already decided a few things:
1. F'dan and R'xim'll stay in charge of Whirlwind.
2. Zeyta will take Arroyo... I hope. She hasn't been "active" the last few months. Maybe I could talk to her about it? Get a promise to try her hardest to get/stay active? It's just 3 scenes a month.
3. N'tael'd take lead on one of the other wings, at least till he's a little older. <-- I guess this has to go through staff first, but it makes sense.

EITHER WAY.

I'm excited to throw his name in, WHATEVER HAPPENS.